November 2011
1 post
Timing
I don’t want to be a zombie, corporate zombie.
But system’s almost made me be a zombie, corporate zombie.
I have to calculate when I can be free, free from being a zombie, corporate zombie.
And eat your brains huahahahahahaha >:)
October 2011
1 post
August 2011
1 post
“never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”
You said this and it point back at you.
July 2011
4 posts
Congrats, Dad
Yesterday, my father finally get married for the third time. I can’t go to his wedding party, and I really don’t want to. I just don’t want to get my heart broken. So, I just send some text message before the wedding, send some pray for him and his new family.
“Ya semoga keluarganya jadi keluarga yang sakinah, mawada, warohmah. Dan langgeng sampai tua. Semoga anak2nya...
If
If this is my good, will you be there if I get my worst, at the deepest bottom of the sea?
If this is my worse, will you be there if I get my best, at the the higher up of the sky?
everybody have their own secrets.
sorry if i invade your space.
keep your secrets deep down, i won’t ask anything.
“Traktiran” is not about what we eat or how much we eat, is about how we celebrate a special occassion with people we close.
June 2011
3 posts
Ya Allah, berikan mbahkung kesadarannya kembali. Agar aku bisa mendengarkan cerita-ceritanya kembali untuk yang terakhir kali. Cerita-cerita tentang kehidupannya, tentang keberaniannya, tentang segalanya yang bisa aku serap. Agar aku tidak lupa siapa beliau. Agar cerita-ceritanya ada yang mengenang. Agar aku bisa menceritakan siapa buyut dari anak-anakku kelak.
Can’t you just listen and not argue so I can feel good a bit?
Selfnote: hidup itu keras, kapten!
Ternyata banyak banget pembelajaran yang bisa lo dapetin di hidup ini untul menjadi lebih baik, bahkan, lo bisa belajar saat lo merasa kecewa atau gagal atau sedih. Asal lo bisa mengalihkannya jadi energi positif dan punya hati yang cukup besar.
Well, my heart is not big enough I think. Not as big as my mom, but I try to be like hers. And I try to turn all the negative energy into a positive...
May 2011
3 posts
for you, yes, you
incubus - dig
We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
and ask for forgiveness;
We’ll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us.
At least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you’ll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another,
Dig me up...
Some people often forget to say, “thank you”.
Some others, often forget to say, “sorry”.
Theme song of the day: message in a bottle - the...
Just a castaway
An island lost at sea
Another lonely day
With no one here but me
MORE LONELINESS
THAN ANY MAN COULD BEAR
RESCUE ME BEFORE I FALL INTO DESPAIR
I’ll send an SOS to the world
I’ll send an SOS to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle [x2]
A year has passed since I wrote my note
But I should have known this right from the start
Only hope...
April 2011
1 post
March 2011
4 posts
"Fuck yeah! Thanks everybody!"
Well, you can’t pleased everybody, and you know that. But you tried as hard as you can. And at the end of the day, you can say, ‘fuck yeah!’. Hahaha.
This is a very great feeling when you know that you really supported and loved by many people, because you did things well, mentally and physically.
And you didn’t notice that you really really loved, until the very last...
At the end
Why I can’t cry when I want to? Because these are the tears of joy and happiness.
February 2011
7 posts
Where are you when I need you at most. :(
I am willing to be corrected
Kalo gue salah, koreksi gue, jgn disimpan dalam hati,
Lo punya masalah, omongin ke gue, jgn disimpen,
Tusuk gue dari depan, jgn dari belakang, tapi jangan tusuk gue dikerumunan, lebih baik di kuburan, biar gue bisa mati tenang.
3 hal
Cuma ada 3 hal yang bisa bikin manusia hidup, waras dan terus maju karena itu tersimpan di hati paling dalam, masuk kedalam alam bawah sadar.
1. Keyakinan kepada Tuhan mereka
2. Mimpi-mimpi mereka
3. Rahasia yang mereka simpan
Ah, jangan panggil saya dengan title atau jabatan saya, saya lebih suka dipanggil nama,
Jangan beri selamat kepada title saya, karena yang bersuka cita adalah saya, bukan title saya.
:)
Happy birthday, dear me. :)
Selamat ulang tahun, hardi.
Umur? 21 tahun.
Status? Mahasiswa tingkat akhir yang belum menyentuh apapun tentang tugas akhirnya. Target tinggi, usaha nol.
Hahaha. Shame on you, hard.
Seharusnya nama hard mencerminkan sikap yg hardwork, atau hard to beat atau sikap2 positif.
Kenapa jadi hard to move sih?
Once again, shame on you, hard.
Jadi, skrg gue akan mendeklarasikan janji ini, mulai...
Sama dengan
Kehilangan ipod sama dengan kehilangan 80persen waktu mendengarkan musik sama dengan kehilangan asupan untuk jiwa 80persen. Pantes jadi gila.
Oh God, why I can’t be productive?
January 2011
1 post
Happy birthday, dear.
Happy birthday, my dear nindya! Wish you all the best. And wish you can be a great woman.
Love you, hard.
December 2010
1 post
Shit happen
baru juga mau memulai segalanya kembali dgn aura lebih positif, masalah kembali datang. Seperti memukul diri ini kembali seperti dulu, menahan diri agar tidak dapat berkembang.
Tapi sekarang aku tak akan gentar. Aku percaya semua akan berjalan baik.
May the force be with me.
November 2010
2 posts
refresh
CTRL+R
CTRL+R
CTRL+R
Aahh if I can refresh life as easy as hit those buttons
Oh I just want to be loved and adored.
September 2010
7 posts
baru
baru dibuatin account twitter sama si dee, jadi pake aja deh, usernamenya @hardinh
tapi karena males nyari orang buat di follow, follow gue duluan ya, nanti di follow balik deh. hahahaha. berasa artis.
1 tag
I hate it
I hate that we only do things that we do everyday.
I am bored.
I am boring.
So please, please, please.
Spice up our love and bring back the sparks.
Sorry I can’t help much because the routine that I have at the moment.
Because I still love you. And I don’t want to lose you.
kill
i am wondering, do you know how to kill your heart?
can you kill it? or make it turn to cold-hard stone that can’t be broken?
how it feels?
please tell me,
because, day by day, i feel that i have no more heart, no more feelings, no more warmth inside.
i think now i’m lost. or die. i dont know.
i dont know who i am right now.
ah, i just talking gibberish.
save me please.
...
“Why do we care too much of what people think? It just shows how insecure we...”
– Ernestasia Rahel Siahaan (via quote-book) (via shellyrahma)
August 2010
0 posts
“The great moments of your life won’t necessarily be the things you do. They’ll...”
– How I Met Your Mother (via quote-book)
July 2010
6 posts
Life changes every minute of every day. You lose...
nadyadevi:
vraiviraivra:michaelstreat:jaimeemasilang-ahaha
12 juli 2010
5.43 a.m.
Ah memang benar kau bukan orang verbal. Menulis saja susah, apalagi bicara, dasar cacat verbal.
Pantas saja sedari kemarin kau diam saja, tidak ada yang mengajak kau bicara,
bahkan bertanya, apakabar mu -yang bukan basa basi tapi dari dalam hati-
Aku tau kau pasti ingin bicara banyak, tapi kau tidak tau apakah ini waktu yang tepat, orang yang tepat, atau memang kau tidak bisa...
2 tags
Coldplay - talk
Oh brother I can’t, I can’t get through
I’ve been trying hard to reach you, cause I don’t know what to do
Oh brother I can’t believe it’s true
I’m so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song...
January 2010
13 posts
