it's my world, hard_world

i am wondering, do you know how to kill your heart?

can you kill it? or make it turn to cold-hard stone that can’t be broken?

how it feels?

please tell me,

because, day by day, i feel that i have no more heart, no more feelings, no more warmth inside.

i think now i’m lost. or die. i dont know.

i dont know who i am right now.

ah, i just talking gibberish.

save me please.

because i cant cry my heart out.